Well folks, let me start this by sending out a forewarning that this blog will be dissimilar to others I've written in that it really has nothing to do with ministry here in Venezuela and neither does it provide some cultural anecdote about my experiences Rather, and perhaps I am simply making use of this space in which to write, I have some biblical ramblings I'd like to have congregate here and perhaps even receive your input on.....For about a month or so, I have been studying the book of Proverbs (concurrently with the book of Isaiah, although the two are not really related, I just happened to begin both at the same time). One recurring theme I noticed the book of Proverbs (aside from the primary theme of wisdom) was the continued mentioning of the "fear of the Lord". The more I read, the more I noticed these occurrences and the more I began to realize that the "fear of the Lord" is something that is mentioned a LOT in Christian community, and yet I think it is not something I quite have a grasp on. Is it truly being "afraid" of God, as the phrase would suggest? Or is there much more embedded in those words "fear of the Lord." If it is, indeed, being "afraid" of the Lord, it would be valid to have fear of an all-powerful sovereign God, if it weren't for His grace. In truth, the God of the Bible, the God that I serve, does deserve to be feared as well as revered. God has all the power in the universe, He created each of us with His own hands, He certainly has the ability to take our lives if He so chooses. However, after reading throughout the book about the "fear of the Lord" I think it implies much more than actual "fear". Here are the verses that I discovered:
1:7 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge, fools despise wisdom and instruction."
1:29 "....because they hated knowledge and did not choose the fear of the Lord"
2:4-5 "If you seek it like silver and search for it as hidden treasures, then you will understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God."
3:7 "Be not wise in your own eyes, fear the Lord, and turn away from evil."
8:13 "The fear of the Lord is the hatred of evil. Pride and arrogance and they way of evil and perverted speech I hate."
9:10 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight."
10:27 "The fear of the Lord prolongs life, but the years of the wicked will be short."
14:26 "In the fear of the Lord one has strong confidence and his children will have refuge."
14:27 "The fear of the Lord is a fountain of life, that one may turn away from the snares of death."
15:16 "Better is a little with the fear of the Lord than great treasure and trouble with it."
15:33 "The fear of the Lord is instruction in wisdom, and humility comes before honor."
16:6 "By steadfast love and faithfulness iniquity is atoned for, and by the fear of the Lord one turns away from evil."
19:23 "The fear of the Lord leads to life, and whoever has it rests satisfied, he will not be visited by harm."
22:4 "The reward for humility and fear of the Lord is riches and honor and life."
23:18 "Let not your heart envy sinners, but continue in the fear of the Lord all the day."
24:21 "My son, fear the Lord, and the King, and do not join with those who do otherwise."
Soooo....the "fear of the Lord" has to do with knowledge, wisdom, hatred of evil, insight, prolonging of life, confidence, refuge, humility, and other things. "Fear of the Lord" has to do with not so much "fearing" the Lord as it does revering and following our Lord. I believe that when God "saved" us through the death of His son on the cross, He gave us a new heart - a heart that desires to follow Him and do His will. To be in compliance with His will, and to live pleasing to my Lord involves having a "fear of the Lord." Were I to actually be afraid of God, I would be unable to see Him as the perfect Father that He is. Rather, because I can see Him as the perfect Father, but also an all-powerful sovereign God I can know that I am so undeserving of His love....but also that He has given it to me anyway through His grace, and that I accept that gift and move on....walking in the Spirit....."fearing" the Lord.
...these are simply my musings for now. Does anyone out there have input for me? I'd love to hear it.

On a side note, isn't our Creator creative? I thought these were beautiful :)